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Monday, December 01, 2008

Through the eyes of a parent.

 

You are the life that was born within me.

And today, you have grown, and you have been achieving things that I never dreamed of achieving myself.

Nothing can explain the joy that I have in my heart,

How proud I am of you!

I did not offer you the best life you could have had,

but look at what you have become today...

 

My eyes rain tears, not tears of sadness, but of great joy.

There is one thing that I ask,

is that you would never forget me,

Let them take tomorrow, but never yesterday.

and when I am gone,

Please remember me by keeping the old rocking chair,

that one that was there since you shed your first tear,

that one that you played and pretended was a pirate ship,

that one that you dreamed of being rescued by a prince.

that one that you sat quietly reading your favorite novel,

that one that I sat as your children raced to sit on my lap.

that one that I last laid my white strands of hair, where my tired eyes can finally sleep.

 

 

 

 

** theres no meaning to this... just randomly putting myself in an old parents' shoes


Tuesday, November 04, 2008

To love someone is not easy.

People might have hurt you, people might have left a mark on you...

they might have even scarred you for life.

The hard part is to learn to love them again. To truly forgive.

Love is dangerous when you have to worry about it.

No matter what they do, they will still be my friend.

I just pray that God will change me continually, and tell me the right things to do.

Because I do not know...

And pray for them everyday.

 

Jesus, change who I am.. and make me a better person. My sin has caused me so much.

I am on the opposite side of the spectrum of "PERFECT".

Humble me and take my sin away.


Wednesday, October 01, 2008

things will just get better.

 


Tuesday, September 16, 2008

i was afraid, that you would leave me. but what am I thinking now?

I stayed for you... but what happened? why am I here now?

i dont know anymore. does a relationship require sparks for it to go on?

what has happened to commitment?

maybe we're just too busy? maybe im just thinkin too much? 

maybe i have just lost faith, lost patience in waiting.

I want someone to lead me , not something unsteady.

I need somebody mature, and not childish.

im also sick of being with your family, when they are all so hostile.

I miss my family...

its hard when you dont respond or when ur so slow...

do you know what you want? or are you just repaying me by being with me?

does it still exist? or am I just needy for a person to fall to?

what happened to compromising to each others flaws? what happened to loving you for who you are?

can I stop dreaming of what I want you to be?  expecting you to be who you're not?

do i still love you?

 


Monday, July 14, 2008

I tell you now that OUR FATHER IS AMAZING!!

stop planning for yourselves people.

When we are so sure of ourselves and our own plans, you will never open your eyes to what God has in store for you!

Right when you are so sure that you are going down one road, God has closed the door, and upset you get...It is not easy. but we have to start believing that he has the best possible road and plans for us.

He has now opened another door for you. It is a road that you have never thought you would go down to, but walk in the way of the Lord, and taste the joy that he will give you.

Congratulations honey, you have worked so hard this past year... there has been obstacles, yet you remained strong in Him. I am incredibly proud of you. I will keep supporting you in all you do. And I am excited to go into the future with you. Again, it wont be easy...things might come in our way, but as long as we keep our base on our Father, miracles will happen.

Love always,

Jlyn



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